BluMnGodess

I met a man very recently, Who has got a lot to say. Not with his stern, frowned mouth, But ink on paper he uses to convey. Please do not misunderstand me, When I present his stern, frowned mouth, It is not to say, at all, that he is rude, Just that his smile points to the south. A man of observation and thought, Of inner provoking things, A man who chooses when to talk, But through his poetry, his voice sings. Reading his words, and hearing them, Are very different experiences for me, Because when he speaks his poems, It is truly then, this man, I get to see. *Gail

The truth stares me in the face, day after day after day. I should be loving you, but I cant feel any kind of way. I left you alone, without me here. 12 years go by, Ive not shed a tear. I don't know why this house is bad, or why I feel the way I do. I only know I don't belong here, I think you know it too. Im sorry that Im such a shame, a letdown from the start. That you didnt even care about me, nowhere in your heart. The tears well up, my heart sinks down. Im gone from here, thrown away.

Invisible. This is how I feel. While you smile for my camera, I am nowhere to be seen. You post to each other, You post privately to me. Invisible. This is what I am. While I park the car, You are already in the store. You have your history, We have our moments. Invisible. This is what I chose. To be the woman behind you, To be silent and feel alone. While the world knows you, They do not know us. Invisible. To be seen only by you. While my heart was won, While my body became yours. I floated through my life, Hiding what could not be told. Invisible. To everyone you know. Decades together, Only days for us I suppose. I do not fe

Silence slips in slowly, My words now gone. I nod and smile, feeling nothing but empty. I hear people talking to me, I answer without thought, automatic, on autopilot. I sit in silence during the day, I stay in silence in the dark, my voice has lost its sparkle, my mind wanders aimlessly. Pills in my pocket, they go in my mouth, three times a day, plus one just because. The silence takes over, everyone keeps moving around me, loud, laughing, teasing, talking, and I sit silently, nodding. How do you explain to someone, who doesn't have a clue, what it is, exactly, that you are going through? They say the saddest people, have the funniest

I'm feeling crazy, not in a pleasant way. I'm feeling psychotic, more and more each day. I laugh while I cry, I talk to myself, I'm not ready yet, to be put on a shelf. Tucked away safely, quiet and drugged. Forgotten by all, swept under the rug. My mind is changing, and I can't tell you why. So I sit and I suffer, while I silently cry. I'm feeling so anxious, so nervous, so scared, I don't have words, even though you've cared. The confusion it brings, is as bad as the doubt, and worse I can't tell you, or explain what it's about. I'm frightened you'll leave, run fast and run far, while all I can do is stare, with my jaw hanging ajar. I didn'

I don't mean to poke the bear, But your reaction just isn't fair. All that I say, and all that I do, I do it because I really love you. Loud ass thunder and silent fights, Going to bed confused most nights. Few days later, now you're fine, But I can tell that you're still lyin'. I don't get why you won't talk to me, Always telling me, "let it be." I try and I fail, I can't just ignore, I feel like we are on opposite sides of a door. Silently waiting for the other to talk, But in the end we both just bawk, bawk, bawk. You like a rooster and I like a hen, Just over and over and over again. When will you trust me to speak on your mind? What are

How dare you tell me what to do, But can't tell me what's wrong with you? The silent days, turned into silent nights, While all along we fight silent fights. The "I don't cares" and "whatever byes," Brings nothing but tears, to my eyes. Quietly you sit and quietly you stare, What about what I want to share? I didn't know that this was you, So on and on my love for you grew. Now here we are, one room and another, All the while, I try not to smother. You in your room, me in mine, When your tantrums over, we pretend it's fine. I love you, this is no less true, But when will you tell me what's bothering you?